it's about the last thing uncrossed on my never ending to do list
"learn how to enjoy loneliness (while sober if possible)"
I mostly drink to be social, curve away bits of anxiety
but I take my sadness as pure as it comes if only not to puke it all away
but when I'm locked in my room all day long to recover
it's mostly just to get out of your way
I'm not sorry if bright eyes is leaking through the walls
because I'm having a sad day too
I just long for the day I'll enjoy loneliness without it being fucked up
but the teenage boy that I was got shamed into learning to avoid it at all cost
the only thing I ever learnt to do alone in my room are masturbating and crying
and sing short songs like this one you're listening to
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